March 2010
Things I think.
I think of movies I want to watch with you, and witty things I’d say at funny parts to make you laugh harder, double-over-crinkle-your-eyes laughing, the good kind that hurts and that I’d tell you that you looked like something I couldn’t quite put my finger on and I’d tell you when I remembered and I’d tell you I’d get you the most thoughtful thing I could from...
Mar 1st
February 2010
ListenI hate to put this up, but she really had a...
Feb 28th
Today.
Today’s a bad day.  One of those days where I don’t even try, just sit and wallow in my self-misery and let those thoughts slip back to the forefront of my mind where they don’t belong.
Feb 28th
You wait little girl, on an empty stage, for fate...
I hate when I’m talking to one person, and a totally uninvolved party just jumps in with two feet to contradict what I’m saying.  Like, casually informing me of a discrepancy is one thing, telling me that an hour and a half of tutoring on one day in a week can solve all my problems is another.  This graduation project is shit.  They won’t  even let us do what we want with it. ...
Feb 24th
Feb 24th
I shouldn't really be upset.
Is it weird that all the songs in my “Bummin Out” playlist remind me of you in some way?  It shouldn’t be.  If I ever had a real conversation with you, I’d combust from nervousness.  Like, I would flood the place with my palm sweat.  I’m taken, sort of, you shouldn’t matter to me, it shouldn’t matter that you don’t pick up your phone, I...
Feb 24th
I really miss having a sense of purpose in life.
Purpose- it’s that little flame that lights a fire under your ass :) I do miss it.  And I think it’s a serious crisis that even the conference doesn’t give me one anymore.  It’s just one more thing I have to get done. There are too too many of those.
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ListenNaive Cover by Lily Allen. Originally by the...
Feb 22nd
The lady doth protest too much, methinks.
How did I end up on Tumblr?!  This is ridiculous.  There’s online English to be done.
Feb 22nd
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Feb 21st
Did you guys know this isn't blocked at school?
Well, I’m just sitting here at school, tumbling.  Truthfully, I should be doing my online class, but it’s too hard to concentrate here.  I never should have switched of English Teacher’s class.  Granted, she’s not really my English Teacher anymore.  I like to think that my English teacher is a cyborg.  I’m never going to see her, and she posted an announcement saying...
Feb 19th
Well hey there,Tumblr.
Every time I post on here I think about a dryer, because I think to myself, “Hey, I’m tumbling!”, and that makes me think of clothes.  In a dryer, where they tumble and if you have a quiet dryer, you can hear them make that soothing clothes-in-a-dryer noise that Dane Cook talks about.  Unless there’s overalls in there, and then the tranquility is ruined. I feel like...
Feb 18th
All I want is some God-damn sausage.
And that stupid microwave from the eighties just doesn’t understand that.
Feb 18th
“and I’m always gonna wanna blow your mind.”
Feb 17th
Other stuff.
I realize that there’s one person that knows I have a tumblr, sort of.  I don’t think she’s been on yet.  But I do have a formspring, so hey, be honest with me. http://www.formspring.me/torysoukup
Feb 17th
My day.
Well, Jenn, I’m tumbling.  I got in trouble for getting behind in an online class.  My phone got taken away and I can’t go to the Hoot this weekend, but that means nothing to you because you don’t know what that is.
Feb 17th